Sadness

Unfortunately little Angel died this morning. I had done absoultely everything I could but it was not to be. She seemed to be doing well when I fed her at 1am. I woke up at 3am to feed her and she was really quite cold. Her family had pushed her out and wanted nothing to do with her. I wrapped up a hot water bottle and laid her on in next to me in bed. sometime between 3.30 and 5am she died. My only consolation was that she was warm and not on her own. I'm old enough to know this is a fact of life but it is hard to take.
I am going to continue to weigh all of the kittens daily so if any others lose any weight I can help them straight away. FIngers crossed they will all be ok.
For once I have a Cuba complaint. Now he is a dad he is spending all his time with them. He didn't even bother to come and sleep next to me like he always done :0) I guess I am going to have to put up with the loss of my "teddy" lol.